After rambling on about a toad wearing a top hat and a vest (as toad’s do), I discuss the three reasons why it’s okay to find yourself.
Showing up is hard. Showing up takes balls (or boobs, depending on your mood). But showing up may diminish over time. Unless you are in the 5% who think this last one is BS. It’s the other 95% who will let it diminish. But not you. Nope. You get up. You lace up. You show up.
Recently Nicole and I tried the Keto diet, which puts an emphasis on eating lots of healthy fats. Nicole showed me this recipe from a program Chalene Johnson was testing for peppermint fat bombs (small snacks chalk full of healthy fats and low in carbs) that I had to try. I journeyed over to Whole Foods for coconut butter—which is different from coconut oil by the way—and then popped into Trader Joe’s for their yummy Extra Dark Chocolate Wedges. With all the ingredients gathered, my journey into the land of fat bombs began.
The fat bombs were chocolatey, lightly pepperminty and almost perfect. I have since tried this recipe again with a few adjustments that worked rather well. Here is the original recipe with a few notes on the adjustments I made.
Oh, and these little babies melt easily so keep them in the refrigerator. Enjoy!
Peppermint Fat Bombs
By: Heather Nassief
- 1/2 cup coconut butter
- 1/4 cup unsweetened shredded coconut
- 2 Tbsp. coconut oil, melted
- 1 tsp. peppermint extract (I upped it to 1 1/2 tsp)
- 1/2-1 teaspoons liquid stevia
- 1/2 cup dark (70%+ cocoa) chocolate chips
- 1/3 cup coconut oil (reduced to 1/4 cup)
- 12 muffin liners
- Step 1 Soften coconut butter by putting bag in warm water or removing from container and microwaving.
- Step 2 Mix together coconut butter, 2 tbsp coconut oil, shredded coconut, mint and stevia.
- Step 3 Distribute evenly among 12 muffin liners. Set in freezer to harden.
- Step 4 Once hardened, combine coconut oil and dark chocolate chips in microwave safe bowl (or double boiler) and cook until smooth.
- Step 5 Distribute evenly over peppermint layer.
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There was a very strong chance I was never going to share this.
No one remembered the teaser pic I posted weeks ago with my before shots. No one was banging down my virtual door to see my results. Which was good, because in my mind, I didn’t have any.
July and August had me spinning and pushing and grinding. I got up early, stayed up late, pushed my body to the breaking point, pushed my mind and energy even further. If you know anything about me, you know that I HATE scales. At times they are lying traitorous bastards that have the ability to either steal your happiness while cackling with glee. Or they hand you the validation you didn’t know you’ve been craving while it smirks, knowing all too well how much power they have over you.
When I stepped on the scale after 21 days, I had gained three pounds. I was jolted out of my sleep stupor and pierced with a stab of failure. Everything came crashing down on me. How is that possible? I was working SO HARD. My rational coach brain told me I was smaller, I had gained a ton of muscle with this program, that I had so many non scale victories. But it didn’t matter.
That number was all that mattered at 5am, Wednesday morning.
The rest of the day was awful. I was short with the baby, snapped at Kurt, ignored Heather. Then I went further down my hole of black by seeing my actions and getting disappointed in myself. How could I help others when I can’t even help myself?
Then it was time to take photos.
Was my physical transformation earth shattering? No.
Was it groundbreaking? Hardly.
Was it going to win me any awards? Ha.
Did any of that really matter?
No. Because there *was* a transformation. I’m not talking about the lack of back fat in the second picture. I’m talking about the wave of knowing coming over me when I put these photos side by side.
It’s scary to make change. It’s scary to grow. It’s scary to think that others will want to listen to you or follow you when you don’t feel like you have one inch of it together. It’s scary to work hard and not see lightning fast transformation.
But sometimes it’s the transformation that goes on inside. The Day One me was cocky after losing 8 pounds the month prior. The Day One me was talking herself up, giving herself a pat on the back for hustling so hard that sleep was thrown away and quality time with Sam was pushed to the side. The Day One me thought she had it figured out. Everyone sacrificing in the beginning, right?
The Day 21 me gave the Day One me space. The Day 21 me let the toddler in me have her tantrum and when she couldn’t cry any more, Day 21 wrapped Day One in her arms and just breathed.
There’s no need to wrap everything up in a number. There’s no need to to walk into a situation thinking you are the master when really, you should always be a student. Always striving to better yourself. Always striving to find that effing balance. Always striving to learn how to live life while taking it by the balls.
Hustle is good. Pushing is good. Grinding is good. But not at the expense of your happiness and wellbeing. It’s there–in that realization of self acceptance–that I needed to take it back. Take my health back, take my thoughts back, take my business back, take my life back.
Things are changing over here. We are adapting, we are listening to ourselves, we are being kinder to ourselves, we are creating again. Now if that’s not a groundbreaking transformation…
Well hell, I don’t know what is.
Love, Never Afraid to Learn